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Name: Joshua
Location: Virginia, United States
Birthday: 2/5/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: I like talking onlie..AEdummy05 for aol Im, I like going to school believe it or not, I like to play golf and tennis and of course i love my friends.
Expertise: Yeah i have no clue..Things change everyday!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/18/2003
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| Ok well i did start a new web site but I didnt feel like making a whole new one so im back to this one. Im at VT right now seeing some frin awiends. No not cory for the those of you that think that. Cory and I havent talked in awhile and this time he can blame me. So I got down here last night and I went to a Frat party and tonight were going to some guys house that just turned 21, and i will be leaving tomorrow not by choice.... But i will be back next week cuz they get Fall break and my friend needs a ride home so Im picking her up. School is going good out 1st 9 weeks ended last week and i have 1 B, 2C's and a D lol. I really hate High School I cant wait til College. No longer going to community college not after my trip here lol. Well i got to go cuzi need to change. So ill tty all later | | |
| Well this will be my last time writing on this site until i make a new one..maybe i might not. I have something i would like to say before i close it. Well for starters im not gay. Eventhough the past 8 months of my life i thought i was, but last week i duno something dawned on me and i figured out im not. Plus i met this girl and shes so amazing. I know pple are going to have there comments about it but i dont care i know me and thats all that matters, so everyone out there can just bite me. Other than that life is going great school is great and im starting to like the people more and more so its good. Things with my mom are still great and things with my dad still suck. He calls the house but has he ever once asked to talk to me I mean damn. O well.I have a song i wamma put on my site and I will later but the more i listen to it the more i wish it explained my life in a way. So this girl I like. Yea the whole school thinks im gay but im slowly changing that and I started likeing her like a month ago and last weekend was Homecoming and while i was dancing with Megan Christy was next to us and Megan told her I wanted to dance with her so we did and I think sometime during the week someone told her I like her and i think shes a little confused about it but I havent really had the chance to explain to her everythimg but in all good time i will. I think its cool that my really close friends understand me, like everyone at work and pretty much all my friends at school because they know me and they know how i act and whatever which is nice to know i have some people on my side and my boss told me that i should listen to my heart not other peopel and thats what i did before and for now on im just going to be me no matter what n e one thinks cuz until now Im always worried about doing something if it doesnt please someone else. Well on that note im going to go so enjoy my last entry...
Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live
Take this for just what it is
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
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| So ya Nick and I broke up on Wed. I went over to is houe after i go off work and around 10:30 we went outside and I saidu lok like theres something bothering u and he said yes and I asjed him if he wante t break up but he didnt say n e thing so itook it as a yes. So that was the end of that and all I hope for is that westay friends and he doesnt act different around me. We were going to hang out tonight bt he went home to see hisdad and I dont know what time he will be homeso in the mean time im about to go out with some friends. Well I didnt go t schooltoday I didnt do my homework lat nightfor government so i was just going to miss 1st pd. but I endd up not going at all, but ill be ok i hope. Grades come out on thusday so i will find out then. Well nowthat i a single again I think im going to stay that way, which my mom has been telling me to do that since Cry and I broke up and everytime i shouldhave listened to her. But im having fun doing what Im doind and I think i just want to do the whole dating game for awhile until I find somone and get to really know them, but im ick of rushing into things and then breaking up. Thats wht Ive done with everyone ive dated evn cory we rushed and it turned out bad and I might only be 1 but i want smething real, I dont want to jump from guy to guy lookibg for the next thing it gets old I just want 1 person, but until i find that 1 person im stuck with the dating game lol. Well today when i got home from taking my riend home from school i got a phone call from a colege in North Carolina and they want me to come down nxt Sat, so I was like why the hell not, they are going to give me free tickets to the homecoming game and i think it would be fun, iknow all i have to do is find somone t go with me. I would ask my mom but its my brothers birthday that day Chad will be 22, and the twins will be 6 so ill hjave to find somene else. Well my friend just got changing so im going to head out i will ttyl | | |
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